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what is it with late Thursday November 29
what is it with late november early december? it's like -- my spring? the time when i function as everyone else does during springtime?
ugh. the physics test cometh Wednesday November 28
ugh. the physics test cometh and screweth all who art within its path.
i'm feeling too inward to
i'm feeling too inward to talk to people i don't know this evening...i can easily strike up a conversation with the dining services individual who was waiting as i was for the toaster to heat up. oh, yeah, she and i talked about the bread, about dining services, et cetera. it's very easy for me to wear the face of anonyminity and meet people. moreover, it's very easy for me to unfold everything for those i know best. however, there's this large discrepancy between those two groups; most of the people initially sitting at dinner fit this category. this leads to my question: what do we make of all the talk that goes after introductions but before implicit trust? if there's one aspect of human social interaction i wish i could avoid more than any other (however, such an impossible dream it is), it would be such "pleasant" discussions. usually, i take it well. but not tonight. kate, michelle, i'm sorry.
somehow, michelle decided that 19
somehow, michelle decided that 19 hours of sleep would be an effective recovery from her trip to spain. personally, i can't believe it.
SICPDiver: i fell asleep at 5 pm on monday and didnt wake up till noon on tuesday!
really, there's nothing left to
really, there's nothing left to do. sure, i've got to take that silly physics test tomorrow -- and some finals (four?) -- but other than that, i'm done for the semester. thanksgiving break was a much needed ... well, break. it helped me put a lot of things in perspective, get some priorities straightened out, and most importantly, realize that some women just aren't worth the trouble. or, maybe they are. but since they didn't work out, i'll just convince myself they weren't worth the trouble.
Esther1115: i remembered why i
Esther1115: i remembered why i IMed you. i like the weblog thing youre doing.
i may "spend any old Tuesday November 27
i may "spend any old bill" on any old anything, but something "special" like the ten dollars had to be spent on
something better -- or someone better. (no sappy "aww..." inspiring special meaning implied; but take it if you want it) so what the analogy is trying to convey is that you are someone very special and i
am not taking any more risks with you. i couldnt handle losing you now. if i were in a coma, maybe. definately maybe. but while im concious, no.
hey, i'm famous Monday November 26
kate: hey, i'm famous
mark: i just type
mark: and it gets posted
mark: like this
kate: cool
kate's description of the cafeteria
kate's description of the cafeteria meat today:
cheesekate: yeah they killed creepies and fried them and served them
it's rather sick that i'm Friday November 23
it's rather sick that i'm vncing to my box to add to the blog...you're such a dork, mark. anyway, things are well in new york city, michael's shop seems off well enough -- juan's english is very good -- kazuya's english is very good ... this whole language thing really fascinates me. there's four languages being spoken in this household, and it's really illuminating how language is all the same albeit spoken differently
how is it that a Thursday November 15
how is it that a person can have selective balls?
SeeJaneBee: dude...SeeJaneBee: there is a Wednesday November 14
sarah: dude...
sarah: there is a chick who could be angela's twin here
mark: hehe
mark: don't tell me that
in a world of so Tuesday November 13
in a world of so many acquaintances, i find myself with a small group of friends. and even among that diverse group, i have to make an effort to keep myself involved with them. this sounds too much like a game i've already played -- called hononegah community, chapter iii.
"i think that hooking up Friday November 9
"i think that hooking up means less and less the older i get...it's like, indulging in something you like to do... like a video game or something" - laura
the more i find out,
the more i find out, the more i realize that it had really nothing to do with me. how depressing.
i can only be friends Monday November 5
i can only be friends with you. well, silly, i knew that. the question should have been, i guess, "if circumstances were different, would you still want to only be friends with me?" that's i guess more what i was looking for. hey, even if the answer to that's yes, at least i'd know, and can move on to the other opportunities that present themselves.
